Organizing my head in my head is a problem, because every time I look into my head cabinet I see a lot of disorganized , unattended problems that hurt me very well. I will love to attend to them only I don't have control and every time I bring it up,I get so many informations as to why its not pressing.
Imagine a situation when every time you wake up, you die again, every time you sleep you wish you don't have to feel that again, Every time.
I have been forced in my life to be part of something I do not believe in, what hurts more is that i have to give ma all, but it hurts more that a crane on my torso. I practically drag myself out, cry my way there and sit through the pain. People say its bravery, but I say its Cowardice. To subject my body, my soul and my spirit to this is the greatest cowardice I have ever encountered.
I have asked severally to be put out of this misery but no one accepts and to me its all for selfish ends. I think this is an intentional act and today I feel like ending it, but for my baby...
Imagine a situation when every time you wake up, you die again, every time you sleep you wish you don't have to feel that again, Every time.
I have been forced in my life to be part of something I do not believe in, what hurts more is that i have to give ma all, but it hurts more that a crane on my torso. I practically drag myself out, cry my way there and sit through the pain. People say its bravery, but I say its Cowardice. To subject my body, my soul and my spirit to this is the greatest cowardice I have ever encountered.
I have asked severally to be put out of this misery but no one accepts and to me its all for selfish ends. I think this is an intentional act and today I feel like ending it, but for my baby...
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